day after the accident
confused
what had I gotten myself into?
--- first lay out ---
seeing a theme of energy
maybe coming up from the past that's making me feel blocked
this energy of feeling left out
left behind
counted out
whether this is people that intentionally made me feel this way or not
seeing that i'm in between
letting go of that version of myself that ppl don't have access to anymore
or that version of yourself that people don't have the ability to take my energy in the way that they used to
feel like I'm in a place now
that maybe I just need
a little bit of clarity
a little bit of extra confirmation that you made the right choices
that you're in the right places
- and you are.
I think that the news that comes ti you in the next couple weeks
as things play out
will really be the answers that I'm looking for -
I am in the right place.
I did make the right decisions.
seeing that anything that seemed like it was taking away from you -
you know you just went through a major clearing out
a major, major transformation
so think right now
this waiting period is so important
but also can be difficult
because it's the time I'm waiting to just see the results
of what I've been through
what I've been healing
what I've been working on
so id say
again
these next 3-5 weeks is where you'll see a bulk of big changes coming in
truths being revealed to you
you feeling more confident and more stable
maybe, again
not feeling the need to ask yourself
or ask the universe certain questions or certain signs
things just being revealed.
and i feel to, in this next phase
any guilt
whether conscious or subconscious guilt
of just being happy
living your best life
you know,
not feeling sorry for putting yourself first
i mean, and again
i think the clarity and confirmation
you'll be getting about
things you let go of
things that happened in the past
is going to remove a lot of that guilt
from you
that doesn't allow you to enjoy where you're at
and see all the progress that you made
--- second lay out ---
so i see
again,
something that is
from the past that is coming up
or something that I may have just needed clarity on
when it comes to ex friends or ex romantic connections
this could even be family
for some of these energies
but it seems that if there was anybody that was mirroring your energy
or anybody trying to take the best of you and trying to turn it into the worst of you
or anybody that had not pure intentions with your energy
- it seems that all of that time
all of that rest that I lost
all of that respect
it's coming back to me
in ways that I couldn't even imagine
ways that are even better than i could imagine
again it requires me to
line up at the right time with the right people with the right things
to give myself this time back
this is a very karmic time
i'm hearing that
you could catch wind of some of the karma
or know that some things you may hear about people from my past that did me wrong - this is their karma for the way they treated you,
the wya they counted you out
and im seeing you may feel
that you had to step in and be your own best friend
being a better friend to yourself
and while that relationship is so important to have with yourself
it is important that you have others you can lean on
and im seeing that the universe is guiding you towards
environments, places
where you're going to have people that are really on your side
and really understand you
the work place
and your social life
are coming up together here
so -----------
Q: Are there any changes you wanted to make with work? Any imporvements you wanted to make?
A: Got into a bike accident yesterday. I'm an assistant to a creator with an unclear dynamic, with a boss much younger than me whom had never had a job before. The resposnbility feels on me to voice the changes we need to make business wise, since she walked away from the accident unharmed and i had some injuries. On my to vocalize what do I want and how do I want it from her. Drained energetically to lead this convo, but ultimately i do love the work space - i love what i could do, if we do see eye to eye. but theres a very strong possibility that she may not want to. gone through a lot of big life changes to make this work. and i've known i should vocalize these changes but then we had this accident, theres now no other choice but to talk about it.
Response: You know, I'd say
you know
you're definitely, again,
on par and on track
with how you're feeling and what you need to do
an d while there is a sense of urgency
still, do not rush this process
take care of yourself
really think about what you need to say
again,
it's just
it's a boundary thing
it's affirming that boundary
and at the end of the day,
if this is somebody that
feels disappointed
in the way you respond
in the way that you say what you need
it's not
it's just not the right fit
I'd say
all your thoughts leading up to this
the way you've been thinking about handling it
give yourself the time to execute how you really want to speak
and how you want to display the conversation
but
I wouldn't hold back
and I wouldn't be afraid to say what you feel you need to say
and with that that being said
I do feel a justice on your end
about the situation
there's not going to be anything that you're in the dark about
there's not going to be anything left unsaid
or anything that leaves you feeling burdened
whether this person respects your boundaries or not
it's completely up to them
whether they decide to stay
or go
so I wouldn't worry about
how
I would just give yourself time
and the right plan
--
[the cards]
speak to what is already there
and what you can access
it's about giving yourself permission
to see it
i see the feeling that you're talking about
again,
that grip this situation has on you,
that hesitation,
there's parts of you thats causing you to believe before you see
right now all you have is your intuition
and how you're feeling to move forward
you can trust that
you can trust that
just because you're emotions are attached to it
does not mean that
you're feeling too much
or your feelings are misplaced
you're fine
you really are fine
just trust yourself
it's easier said than done
way easier said than done
i know
but change is here
change is at the front of your door
and it's just put into action
once you put your best self to action
trust that you'll get those results
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Q: ace of cups. can you speak to that? you ruminated on it.
A: id say, surrounding this particular energy...
i think what its saying here, in this particular lay out
I'm hearing dynamic shifting
so, again
im kinda seeing it intertwined with
believing before you see energy
trusting your feeling
trusting emotion
you know, just because on the outside
it may seem that you're the only one having these feelings
you're the only one that cares
you're the only...
you're not alone
you're not as isolated as you may feel
there does come a time
when you do take that spiritual part of yourself seriously
and when you do incorporate that spiritual side of yourself
with your day to day life
theres going to be times where that side of you is tested
and you're asked to believe in that divine timing
and to believe that the divine can step in and help you
and i'm seeing that help is already there
and that trust is already there
it's just now you remembering who you are
and not letting these step backs
these mishaps
make you forget your power
and make you completely forget who you are
and sometimes the biggest change
is sometimes just a simple thought
a simple change in thought
and i also say to,
this also tells me,
to expect to see your manifestations quicker
expect to see results faster
use your feelings to your advantage
don't be afraid of them
they're not misplaced
use your feelings
while you're expressing yourself
and while you're making these decisions for this next chapter
because you can trust it,
for sure.
--- third lay out ---
and i would say
you really are in that
in between
you are in the in between worlds
the inbetween space
of no i cant go back to what i was doing
and its unclear of where im going
but i have,
again,
the freedom, the power and control
i would say
at this time to,
avoid self conflict
and you may notice people being extra touchy or flirty with you
coming up again in the work environment
while i am
setting these boundaries with myself
don't let anyone try to combat me
once i make up my mind
it's okay to be like - you're not going to make me change it
im not budgin
that mindset will kind of help you
open up these other doors
I'm seeing
second stream of income for some reason
also seeing, just
something that you're doing
that not only brings money
but abundance to your soul
to your creativity
just see you
just trust what you need to close here
because when one door closes, another opens
you have a lot of opportunities waiting for you
feel that once whatever emotions are pressing me right now
once I'm able to
just get it off my chest
ill feel that creative energy within me again
find ways to express
with different outlets in myself
and make money doing it
so this really is
just the transition
the rewind
the mix up before
im able to step out and feel free
but it's coming
and it's now just a matter of
trust
patience
knowing that my time is coming
the opportunities are going to come
and it's always before you know it.
--- 8 of wands is sticking out to me ---
its about good news
good, fast news
you're going to get good results when you set those boundaries
but important time for me to manifest.
don't be afraid to walk away
don't be afraid of the guilt
b/c thats your intuition
in any of these situations
where things don't work out favorably for me
i can trust that voice
the firs thing you think
first thing you feel
want you to know
you're in no way trapped to your circumstances
again,
this is a collective enrgy too
it's jsut a timing thing
hte best is really yet to come
whatever it is you ahd to wait for
it really is
youre not to be disappointed with these results.
continue to actively manifest,
speaking in the present tense
it's the most powerful thing to do
i wouldn't hold on to anything that's bringing you down
i wouldn't hold on to anything
just trust yourself
--- when i see the sun card ---
it's ultimate fulfillment
around the month of august
is when you can be feeling, seeing, noticing
all the changes
everything is really aligning
on a more literal meaning
but sprirtually
there's the aspect of fulfillment
and trust
i look at that card as a mirror
the universe is a mirror
when you know you have those good things about you
and you expect those good things
it's because
they do exist
it is there
and it is waiting for you
and just because you've had these circumstances
where things aren't aligning with your vision
difficulty doesn't mean its not possible
it just means theres a divine hand at play here
theres more to learn
but there's also a lot more promise that you don't see
it's that trust again