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Raven C. Waters

Reyna for Rayven 05.23.2023

day after the accident

confused


what had I gotten myself into?


--- first lay out ---


seeing a theme of energy

maybe coming up from the past that's making me feel blocked

this energy of feeling left out

left behind

counted out

whether this is people that intentionally made me feel this way or not


seeing that i'm in between

letting go of that version of myself that ppl don't have access to anymore

or that version of yourself that people don't have the ability to take my energy in the way that they used to


feel like I'm in a place now

that maybe I just need

a little bit of clarity

a little bit of extra confirmation that you made the right choices

that you're in the right places

- and you are.


I think that the news that comes ti you in the next couple weeks

as things play out

will really be the answers that I'm looking for -

I am in the right place.

I did make the right decisions.


seeing that anything that seemed like it was taking away from you -

you know you just went through a major clearing out

a major, major transformation


so think right now

this waiting period is so important

but also can be difficult

because it's the time I'm waiting to just see the results

of what I've been through

what I've been healing

what I've been working on


so id say

again

these next 3-5 weeks is where you'll see a bulk of big changes coming in

truths being revealed to you

you feeling more confident and more stable


maybe, again

not feeling the need to ask yourself

or ask the universe certain questions or certain signs


things just being revealed.


and i feel to, in this next phase

any guilt

whether conscious or subconscious guilt

of just being happy

living your best life

you know,

not feeling sorry for putting yourself first


i mean, and again

i think the clarity and confirmation

you'll be getting about

things you let go of

things that happened in the past

is going to remove a lot of that guilt

from you

that doesn't allow you to enjoy where you're at

and see all the progress that you made


--- second lay out ---


so i see

again,

something that is

from the past that is coming up

or something that I may have just needed clarity on

when it comes to ex friends or ex romantic connections

this could even be family

for some of these energies


but it seems that if there was anybody that was mirroring your energy

or anybody trying to take the best of you and trying to turn it into the worst of you

or anybody that had not pure intentions with your energy

- it seems that all of that time

all of that rest that I lost

all of that respect


it's coming back to me

in ways that I couldn't even imagine

ways that are even better than i could imagine


again it requires me to

line up at the right time with the right people with the right things

to give myself this time back


this is a very karmic time

i'm hearing that

you could catch wind of some of the karma

or know that some things you may hear about people from my past that did me wrong - this is their karma for the way they treated you,

the wya they counted you out


and im seeing you may feel

that you had to step in and be your own best friend

being a better friend to yourself

and while that relationship is so important to have with yourself


it is important that you have others you can lean on

and im seeing that the universe is guiding you towards

environments, places

where you're going to have people that are really on your side

and really understand you


the work place

and your social life

are coming up together here

so -----------

Q: Are there any changes you wanted to make with work? Any imporvements you wanted to make?


A: Got into a bike accident yesterday. I'm an assistant to a creator with an unclear dynamic, with a boss much younger than me whom had never had a job before. The resposnbility feels on me to voice the changes we need to make business wise, since she walked away from the accident unharmed and i had some injuries. On my to vocalize what do I want and how do I want it from her. Drained energetically to lead this convo, but ultimately i do love the work space - i love what i could do, if we do see eye to eye. but theres a very strong possibility that she may not want to. gone through a lot of big life changes to make this work. and i've known i should vocalize these changes but then we had this accident, theres now no other choice but to talk about it.


Response: You know, I'd say

you know

you're definitely, again,

on par and on track

with how you're feeling and what you need to do

an d while there is a sense of urgency

still, do not rush this process


take care of yourself

really think about what you need to say


again,

it's just

it's a boundary thing

it's affirming that boundary

and at the end of the day,

if this is somebody that

feels disappointed

in the way you respond

in the way that you say what you need

it's not

it's just not the right fit


I'd say

all your thoughts leading up to this

the way you've been thinking about handling it

give yourself the time to execute how you really want to speak

and how you want to display the conversation

but

I wouldn't hold back

and I wouldn't be afraid to say what you feel you need to say


and with that that being said

I do feel a justice on your end

about the situation

there's not going to be anything that you're in the dark about

there's not going to be anything left unsaid

or anything that leaves you feeling burdened


whether this person respects your boundaries or not

it's completely up to them

whether they decide to stay

or go


so I wouldn't worry about

how

I would just give yourself time

and the right plan


--

[the cards]

speak to what is already there

and what you can access


it's about giving yourself permission

to see it


i see the feeling that you're talking about

again,

that grip this situation has on you,

that hesitation,


there's parts of you thats causing you to believe before you see

right now all you have is your intuition


and how you're feeling to move forward

you can trust that


you can trust that


just because you're emotions are attached to it

does not mean that

you're feeling too much

or your feelings are misplaced


you're fine

you really are fine


just trust yourself


it's easier said than done

way easier said than done

i know

but change is here


change is at the front of your door

and it's just put into action

once you put your best self to action

trust that you'll get those results


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Q: ace of cups. can you speak to that? you ruminated on it.


A: id say, surrounding this particular energy...

i think what its saying here, in this particular lay out

I'm hearing dynamic shifting

so, again

im kinda seeing it intertwined with

believing before you see energy

trusting your feeling

trusting emotion

you know, just because on the outside

it may seem that you're the only one having these feelings

you're the only one that cares

you're the only...

you're not alone

you're not as isolated as you may feel


there does come a time

when you do take that spiritual part of yourself seriously

and when you do incorporate that spiritual side of yourself

with your day to day life


theres going to be times where that side of you is tested

and you're asked to believe in that divine timing

and to believe that the divine can step in and help you


and i'm seeing that help is already there

and that trust is already there


it's just now you remembering who you are

and not letting these step backs

these mishaps

make you forget your power

and make you completely forget who you are


and sometimes the biggest change

is sometimes just a simple thought

a simple change in thought


and i also say to,

this also tells me,

to expect to see your manifestations quicker

expect to see results faster


use your feelings to your advantage

don't be afraid of them

they're not misplaced


use your feelings

while you're expressing yourself

and while you're making these decisions for this next chapter

because you can trust it,

for sure.


--- third lay out ---


and i would say

you really are in that

in between


you are in the in between worlds

the inbetween space

of no i cant go back to what i was doing

and its unclear of where im going


but i have,

again,

the freedom, the power and control


i would say

at this time to,

avoid self conflict

and you may notice people being extra touchy or flirty with you

coming up again in the work environment

while i am

setting these boundaries with myself

don't let anyone try to combat me

once i make up my mind

it's okay to be like - you're not going to make me change it


im not budgin


that mindset will kind of help you

open up these other doors


I'm seeing

second stream of income for some reason

also seeing, just


something that you're doing

that not only brings money

but abundance to your soul

to your creativity


just see you

just trust what you need to close here

because when one door closes, another opens


you have a lot of opportunities waiting for you

feel that once whatever emotions are pressing me right now

once I'm able to

just get it off my chest

ill feel that creative energy within me again

find ways to express

with different outlets in myself

and make money doing it


so this really is

just the transition

the rewind

the mix up before


im able to step out and feel free


but it's coming

and it's now just a matter of

trust

patience

knowing that my time is coming

the opportunities are going to come



and it's always before you know it.


--- 8 of wands is sticking out to me ---


its about good news

good, fast news


you're going to get good results when you set those boundaries


but important time for me to manifest.


don't be afraid to walk away

don't be afraid of the guilt

b/c thats your intuition


in any of these situations

where things don't work out favorably for me


i can trust that voice

the firs thing you think

first thing you feel


want you to know

you're in no way trapped to your circumstances


again,

this is a collective enrgy too

it's jsut a timing thing


hte best is really yet to come


whatever it is you ahd to wait for

it really is

youre not to be disappointed with these results.


continue to actively manifest,

speaking in the present tense

it's the most powerful thing to do


i wouldn't hold on to anything that's bringing you down

i wouldn't hold on to anything


just trust yourself


--- when i see the sun card ---


it's ultimate fulfillment


around the month of august

is when you can be feeling, seeing, noticing

all the changes

everything is really aligning

on a more literal meaning


but sprirtually

there's the aspect of fulfillment

and trust


i look at that card as a mirror

the universe is a mirror


when you know you have those good things about you

and you expect those good things

it's because

they do exist


it is there

and it is waiting for you


and just because you've had these circumstances

where things aren't aligning with your vision

difficulty doesn't mean its not possible


it just means theres a divine hand at play here

theres more to learn

but there's also a lot more promise that you don't see


it's that trust again

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