"no ambition"
said by a "man I love"
want to love
so the hurt could be better understood
my sensitivity explained
encapsulated by the depth of the relationship
the pain of the inflicted hurt
ridiculous tbh
i don't actually feel that deeply
feel it?
yes
but it's not that deep
i know it's a season
an ambitious-less one
what am i striving for?
what do i want to achieve?
i'm a writer
RCW
but it's so precious
this moment right now
unadultured by the outside
keeping it as a work in progress
gives me the right to it's privacy
not good enough
for grabbing
for judgement
and it's so beautiful
gorgeous
ferociously mine
ambition to work with
authors
publishers
events
marketing
interviews
students
community
long standing partnerships
i'll stop
and start there
let's see where a seed of ambition
can fly me to